I'm trying hard to cope eh ):
Thursday, July 9, 2009 7:42 AM
Today was boring. Went to school as per normal..Alot of things going through my head after recess periods. I think i don't know anyone anymore.I don't even know who I am anymore. Nobody listens to me like they normally do as if i'm a ghost. I don't know who Hafeez is.For now, all i know is that i'm surrounded by fucktards. I'm not even feeling comfortable with close friends and my parents now turn against me. How much can a 13 year old girl fucking take?! Been having strange dreams lately till Tyra Banks involved.So Please people, if i'm being silent or weird that means i'm either seriously confused&hurt inside or i'm thinking of how to sort out this problem.Anyway, after school went do second trial test for the quiz competition. I managed to get in third man! Thats a relief.. Current affairs is not my thing. After that, went to library with eana to find lina,ayu,man and zana. They were busy using com so me and eana decided to watch The Nun. Hah! kena scolded by librarian quite a few times. She say i very the bengap lh, this lah, that lahh.heh! then me and eana sat in the middle surrounded by pillows. And ade org gi tgk cerita seram gi cuci mate plk. Baru first few minutes of the movie plk tu. Then halfway lina joined in. We squeezed ourselves on the sofa covering our face with the pillow every time the eerie background music comes. Then some sec3 boys came in and they were quite annoying. selagi aku tk tepak muke krng..grr! nehmind2. Then alot of ppl come after that. I CANNOT CONCENTRATE ON THE MOVIE all because of you ppl. You all want to talk go outside talk all you want lah sia. Headed home at 6pm, did HomeEcon research, sleep and here i am.
PS: I don't want become both malay &home econ rep anymore can?
