Saturday, September 5, 2009 8:47 AM
I'm not gonna be active here anymore.. WHEN I MEAN ANYMORE, I MEAN FOR QUITE AWHILE ONLY.
SO GO TO MY OnSugar TO READ MY POSTS
I HATE MYSELF CAN?
Sunday, August 23, 2009 5:28 AM
Been feeling depressed lately. I feel REALLY lonely cause Hafeez is somehow gone and some people said he ranaway(?).Friends can't seem to talk to me, I have an enormous drop of self-confidence,whole family start to hate me for no reason and I've been aye-walking alone these two days. I just can't feel the old happiness that i had. Exams coming,inter-unit quiz competition is in 5 days and its fasting month for goodness sake!I hate my life now.Sure there's always a happy ending some day but i can't hold on any longer. If it is not a sin to kill myself, i would have done so by now.
Where are you baby?I'm waiting for your call.
I need to know that there's still someone who care for me.
Running through Old Chapters
Friday, August 21, 2009 11:43 PM
Selamat berpuasa everybody.unfortunately i'm not fasting today and i feel soo left out.
Anyway,did'nt go to PDS rehearsals today cause i was so sick.Eana,casey and hema intended to quit the PDS cause they said that the new formation with the batons were sungguh membosankan.I still want to continue PDS!!cause its already a great opportunity that you could perform for SCDF day right?and opportunities like this ain't gonna come infront of you everyday.(: Meanwhile,I was bored and blog-hopped for fun.And i saw old pics from eana's blog.
We both looked alike huh?A nenek and her granddaughter mah!
Idk why but i seem to love it(: Cause my life and hair was awsome and i felt so secure during those times.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 5:57 AM
heee(:
on 18th August2009,
I Siti Musfirah binte abdul rahman had an emotional 5th monthsary.Lina was right.I should have given him a 2nd chance..So i did and god did answered my prayers.Hafeez changed but this is only the beggining of our Storybook. I know now that every guy is not perfect or better say, every human is not. He had done a mistake that really shattered me to the ground.Made me paralyzed by the pain but at least he made up to it.He confessed and apologised to me and i know that not everyone would done something so courageous like that.To me,he really has a heart like pearl which can be found only 1 in a hundred oysters.( you pahampahamkn larh je ehh?) k thanks to my dear readers for reading this even though it has nothing to do with you yeah.LOVE YOU ALL
1:26 AM
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Quick post eh
Sunday, August 16, 2009 6:53 PM
Heee!At school now.But,so what right?its just a place where we go to study.
k mepek sial mus.
i miss my two nyonyas can?
huh,random ke tahap infinity and beyond kan.
Eh boy, i really really LOVE you but i can't trust you..HOW?
call me asap yeah.
Saturday<3
Saturday, August 15, 2009 3:44 AM
See this nyanyok girl in red?Yeah she's my cadbury<3To hafeezbby;
I loved you, like no one else had.I cared for you, when you were downI listened to you, when you need someone to talk to.I gave you my hugs and kisses so that you'll feel betterI supported you, when others don'tI gave in alot of times when you scolded me just to save our relationshipI miss you, yes i doBut those three words that you always told me is nothing nowYou really were the best boyfriend and best friend i had.I've moved on. At least i have Linaa, Yanti, Seri, Khairil, Eana, Faizrul and Ayu whom i love more than anyone in the world
